Thursday, April 2, 2009
shucks
i really don't understand if there is a problem with me that i always had problems finishing work on time
is it because that im too slow, supposed to be more selfish, be less stubborn to stick to my own principle to do the right things or simply like what dearies says, poor time management.
or is it that I'm just plain unlucky
with so many transfer in one by one.
and its all so complicated
everyone nursed isolation pt everyday
and i had to have one super irritating transfer in to cohort MRAB together
and hello, using EIMR doesn't give u a reason to not tell me what time u gave the medications, iv and insulatard can. and its ur fault, pls don't give the kind of attitude as though im asking you the obvious.
and pt wheeling around the hosp with a wheelchair when he is of isolation precaution
and yet another transfer in, i wasn't the one who accepted the transfer in
and yet i found NO imr when i finally got the time to check
and the staff actually tells me that she duno that she has to ask the doctor to transcribe or even simple things like printing out the EIMR. and i had to ask her to bring down the CHIMES medication
and having the oncall, disagreeing with us that chimes medication should be written in the IMR.
admission after admission
one with excoriation; so bad that it looked like some pressure ulcer and i had spent quite some time doing the dressing and it all came off after the pt bo.
and i had to see the f face of the PD nurse
and another admission had to come when I'm serving medication
and juniors cannot be bother to wait for our medication when they feed
and i even had to check on my hca, begging other ANs to do CIC for her because i had simply have no time to do it.
and ya, thanks for telling me the patient is for transfer to AMKCH tomorrow 1030am at 5.30pm.
zzz
without anything prepared
zzz.
and i ran around like a mad woman preparing the required things, calling doctors, liaising with the relative.
at 5.30pm. zz
and lastly, i spent the most time on this,
this relatives who family went for op on our side early morning and came at 3.30pm, started to demand for update from SURGEONS re:the outcome of the op.
the pt was in pacu then
and the pacu staff refused to update the pt family, unable to get the reg
and when i finally settled everything, got the family to wait for our call after the pt transferred to somewhere
and i had already called ICU to call the pt family the minute i know of the transfer
i emphasised on how concerned they were
and i actually took the effort to call the pt family back to update them of the pt status
the icu sister actually called me, made me repeat everything to her
and kind of blaming us when the relative scolded them
and, what has it got to do with me actually?
zzz. and she made me go down to icu to write a communication chart for a pt that I've not seen at all.
am i just plain unlucky, too slow, too stupid, poor time management or WAD?
fuck
probably i had to admit that I'm too slow, and poor time management
and its telling me; time to buck up.
simply sucks.