devastating piece of news.

that sent me to immense torment.
it isnt my fault that im unable to make it for the test.

why is it that the instructor couldnt understand it at all.
that it is simply beyond my limits.

why is it that even you couldnt understand..
and why is it that fingers are pointing at me, as though it was my bad, my fault that things turned out this way

i cant find a better way to resolve this problem...
all i wanted was to hide myself and ponder over it.
and cant u even understand? cant u give me some encouragement instead of chiding me for being the way im now...
in a state that i dun even wanna be....

tell me why mus it be 26/8/08....

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Saturday, August 23, 2008