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Thursday, June 3, 2010

OMG! what a disgusting last night shift i had.
all because of streptokinase!

KNS. not that i dunno it cannot be run in GW.
the fact that i had already clarified and it was administered by the dr!
and that the pt had to have reaction to it and bp had to drop.
i seriously cannot recall how many pine of fast drip, hartman, dopamine i given. plus hourly top-up heparin!
how many ECGs i've done.
and 15min parameters with pt refusing to put bp cuff!
MY GOD!

KNS KNS!
and all these are ONE MAN SHOW! no AN, no one to help. just me, myself and i
YOU ALL SIMPLY SUCKS!
u will never understand how much i wanted to put down everything and say i wanna quit this minute.
disgusting la.

some more all the patients are confused with this pt sit up and down like 50-60times!? without knowing what she wants.
some more, u get blamed at the end of the day. for running that damn drug in GW, that wasn't even supposed to be ran at MY TIME! #$@%#@%@#$
why do i have to run the drug at my time and even start heparin at my time. leading to all these chains of rubbish!

KNS KNS KNS!!!
some people are just plain irritating
who refused to listen to you, thinking that they are ALWAYS right
sucking up to higher authority is what they do everyday
and helping people is never once their priority
and others are expected to help them, else they get blamed.

everyday, there is this once moment that i tell myself that I'm so right to make the decision to leave.
everyday without fail!

regardless of patient wise, relatives wise, colleagues wise, management wise!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
im so done with my last night shift!
luckily my second night was slightly but not very better
else i'll kill myself!

durian strudel from pang for the night
and my last breakfast after night shift with Janey Janey Jane!

GOOD BYE!

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Thursday, June 03, 2010