too many things happening

from my resignation not being accepted till i had to delay it till today..
hai
all i can say is, never never step on the toes of those people
people who can ignore your contributions and only look at their own interest.
whereby they smile at you when you are of value, and treat you like shit when u lose that value that they need.

enough of crying over this matter, too much crying was done here.
i know my career would have taken off very well if i continue there.
i know that chances are given to me to be a preceptor, to do many other things that a junior staff nurse like me shouldnt be doing.
and promotion just standing infront of me.

but SO WHAT?
im not happy there and i will not be happy.

you may think im damn stupid.
to quit at this time, forgoing the bonus and promotion
but to me, this is a very smart move, in order to free myself from misery.

you may ask me "is it that bad till you cannot even endure for a few month", "is a good few thousands dollars, mind you"

whatever
i dont care for it. get it, know it.
dont ever try to convince me again if you are a friend.

im going to stay very happy, very very happy for this ONE month that i owe you
and leave happily. because im leaving all the misery behind.

whatever you are threatening me with, i dont care.
i dont even care for not having ALs during my exam period, do u think i care further?

go on, threaten me if you can =)

既然决定离开，就潇洒的走。。。
不要再犹豫不决，
而我就是要这样潇洒的离开。。。
如果你觉得这样就可以打败我，那你彻彻底的错了！

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Friday, May 21, 2010