no... i am really not okay

i've never felt so awful before. that i kept thinking and crying over it.
sometimes things that i do dont benefit me at all, yet i do it for the benefit for others
it is ok not to appreciate.
but why am i being misunderstood over and over again?

dont think that im nice thats why u can climb all over my head and bully me
things dont work this way
not because i dont say than u can ask me do so many things for you
not because i dont say than u can ask me do what u are supposed to do and chit chat with others.
dont trifle with me, even though i dont say.
i just cant bear another sight of u all.

=(

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Monday, May 10, 2010