congrates to Janice ong!

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Driving is cancelled today AGAIN
im damn sian can!

i so wanted to go some where, to meet someone...
however the stack of IV notes is telling me not to...

but i ended up sleeping the whole day away.
wad boredness.

and...
theres a sudden urge for going to sentosa
ya, so unlike me.
but i suddenly missed the sun and the fun.
...... sentosa; anyone?

followed by a nice meal and ending with some nice desserts.
sounds good =)

IV test tomorrow..

and...
good luck to janice ong. who's going to have her TP!

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

after days of working.... today is finally my off day! =D

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

dont worry peeps. im fine!

=)

MIA-ed due to working of night on saturday....
it was a boring night and its so rare lar. to only have 8 patients for night. (post-JCI).lols

sunday was spent sleeping like a pig till 5pm...
and botak jones for dinner at woodlands branch
not as nice as expected.




my food

pang's food.


and went back home to sleep post-dinner.

monday....
was called back to work at 7 instead of 8.
and was janice's AN for the day
with 3 patients only. lols

went for the JCI re-accreditation party at theatrette
and watched step up 2.
was too tired and fell asleep though i really wanted to watch it. lols. pig.

McDonalds after work.
and home sweet home.

oh ya.....
am going to to KL with ilfan, janice, nicole and mei mei.. =D

and ... finally im going for IV course tomorrow. lols

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

friends are coming and leaving
who are really your friends.
everything seemed to be a facade

it just seemed transient.

one moment u r best friends of the world
next moment... why are we total strangers? as though we had never known each other at all.
and nothing of my life concerns yours and nothing of ur life is of my business.
why has things turned out this way?

i just feel puzzled.

at this point of my life.
where work isn't stable, stressing over driving..
i really felt like hiding myself some where and not face anyone.

i hope to be gone....
severe all my contacts please.

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

devastating piece of news.

that sent me to immense torment.
it isnt my fault that im unable to make it for the test.

why is it that the instructor couldnt understand it at all.
that it is simply beyond my limits.

why is it that even you couldnt understand..
and why is it that fingers are pointing at me, as though it was my bad, my fault that things turned out this way

i cant find a better way to resolve this problem...
all i wanted was to hide myself and ponder over it.
and cant u even understand? cant u give me some encouragement instead of chiding me for being the way im now...
in a state that i dun even wanna be....

tell me why mus it be 26/8/08....

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

im fine already, all thanks to my dear friends.

i slept through the day.
till evening..
to make myself feel better..
indeed... sleeping helps. =D
but on and off my long sleep, my phone kept ringing and the number shows 10A. LOL

and im asked to go back tomorrow to work mid shift. lols
and sister sherrie called me to remind me to collect my IV meds manual.
etc etc. funny

my dear fat accompanied me for ichiban with my mum who i coincidentally met at cwp when i was engrossed in looking the "uncle tidbits" at cwp level 1. lols

ya. ichiban again. like forever. lols

and that pig did it again... with cheese cake.
not sian one, everytime also do the same thing.

and me. =)


am going to watch nu ren wo zui da now. lol!

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Friday, August 22, 2008

its the first time i cried in the ward

not because of anything
but because of a idiotic ah ma.
someone who is not a nurse, not a doctor, not anyone but an ah ma who serves milo.

anyway i shouldnt elaborate on the story because i see no point.
she's just fucking idiotic. n i really really felt like slapping her damn face.

even the transport driver told me to scold her. (oh he's a very good uncle)
but just because i dont want to scold her infront of the patient's maid doesnt mean that i'll just let her scold lor. damn it. should have hack care.

and i can feel all my blood gushing to my face as thou its gonna explode anytime.
im just fucking angry lar
and i just uselessly cried in the ambulance like some helpless kitten.

but when i went back to 10a..
while walking back to the ward, i kept reminding myself not to cry.
but i actually burst out crying when i saw ilfan and janice.

and i really felt comforted when i saw them.
thanks=)

..
and i really feel that a lay person will never understand that kind of feeling.
to u, its just "no big deal" and u could just say ur piece to that ah ma.
but its.... just difficult.

my mood was rather affected and it got worse when he isnt too understanding....
arggg. frustrated.

but meeting up with my dear jane and catherine really made my day.

thanks friends.
because we are all nurses, that y u could put urselves in my shoes..

and.... i believe in karma...

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

i think I'm worrying too much...

when u feel ur care isn't reciprocated, u'll actually feel rather sad.
well.
I'll just hope that u r doing fine. =)

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

18 august.

start of JCI ...
stressness aint it??

lols..
i tink 10a was audited today...
and janice ong kena.
damn lucky.

im damn sad over the loss of my $300. hai!
and my fat cheered me up with a chocolate milk tea!

went dinner with his family to some hawker centre at jalan basar
ate like so much! lols. order and order as if its free...

am damn full now.
and will have to study the JCI later.
thou today 10a was audited but still canot slack. in case they comes again. LOLs


can see that toh hsien wang sleeping. LOLs

seee... im studying ok! lols. no lar. actually i didnt. its for show onli.


oh ya. toh hsien yew ordered this. EXTRA longans. and really alot of longans! hahaha
posted upon his "humble" request. lols


time for mask!
and some serious studying...

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

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Monday, August 18, 2008

my mini shopping day today.... ended up at causeway point. hahaha!

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

post night.

night shift 15/8/08

with ms tan again!
and noor as my AN
was damn good can!

it was a rather peaceful night =)

driving was supposed to be after night shift
but it was cancelled coz uncle's car is to be repaired
woooohoooo. damn happy can!!!!

and had breakfast with ms tan
and met fat after that.

went home..
slept like a pig till 5pm.

14/8/08
was Dayshift with 3 teams.
damn busy can!

team 1-lena
team2-me
team3-lingyan

plus NIC-noor

im busy like shit. goodness.
but its ok... i'll learn from it...
=)

im going shopping later.
just a short shopping trip... with my ugly pig.
=D

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Friday, August 15, 2008

hmmmmm.

sunday was dayshift.
damn tired can. slept at 3am and woke up at 5am.
anyway was AN.
lol.

and a nan de day whereby ms tan, nicole and janice plus me is on together. LOL

Aijsen for dinner after work. =D

monday
supposed to be working midshift.
and when i arrived at work, was asked to take case.
wah lau...

and was blurring all the way, and tons of things to followup...
and.... there comes the auditor.

guess wad.
im the sway one.

and the whole time there with serene.
maybe i took about 1 hr plus?
tons and tons of questions being asked.
goodness.
but she was very nice lar. =D

wadever
and went for the JCI roadshow later
and some games regarding JCI questions
and y is it that others choose the questions are those easy questions
and the one i pick goes like this.
"what is ur hospital mission and how do u translate it to ur daily work?"

wah lau!

and after the roadshow, backed to work
was busy, busy and busy beyond words.

wad a sway day....

dinner with toh hsien yew at mcdonals.
and watching of olympics. =D

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

goodness. where should i start??

last thu was day shift with 3 teams. simply disgusting.
not because of the workload. but because of the people.

last fri was mid night shift
and i was kept busy for the night for i-duno-wad reasons.

and saturday was postnight
was darn sleepy
and only mangaed to catch 4hours of sleep and that stupid toh hsien yew woke me up.
snatching my pillow and blanket.
that irritant's handphone alarm rang so early and woke me up.
but he continued sleeping.
irritating.
so...
got dressed and went to his house.

on our way to his house

whahhahaa. that ugly yawning pig

at his house, entertaining myself when everyone was preparing





and finally when everyone was done...
went to tanglin shopping centre for chong qing steamboat to celebrate his grandma birthday with the whole kampong of tham family.
and its not very nice, plus service sucks.
and its ex lor. $1200 total bill.

anyway. the nicest thing there is their dessert. that fried mantou and to be served with the condensed milk-yummy can
and there toh hsien yew go licking others' bun. disgusting.
and toh hsien yew was whole time asking for ice cubes. LOL

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008