it was just a comment and u've got upset over it

aint it true that
i said i wanted to go to thailand and that u didnt bother
and now u blame me for my tight schedule
but i've already told you since the start of my holidays.
which is frm 1st feb

first u said wait till new year is over
and later you said that u're having exams
fine
i've accepted it

before i went taiwan i asked u again
u said u wanted to work for IT show
fine

after i came back
i asked u again
and u said that i've just came back. so wait first
fine

and weeks after im back. u said u wanted to go
i said lets go and check the packages
but u've nv got around doing it

since i've weeks before i start work, i foolishly thought that we could make a trip there
but u've nv bothered
at least from what i've seen
it was never on your mind

now. jus a request from someone else
u went to checked out the prices and everything
and told me u wanted to go

jus a comment from me
saying that you are going with others and when i asked u to go with me umpteen times u didnt bothered

u got angry.
seriously, i dont know what were u angry at
upon me prompting
and ur only repeated reply was "since u dont wan me to go and i shall not go"

in the first place
i didnt say that i didnt want u to go
i was just asking why is that others asked u and u were so anxious to check it out
but upon my request, nothing was done

i was frustrated at u for ignoring me
it isnt my fault AINT it?

i teared
and u chided me for that

i can never get anything across that arrogant side of u
i hate that. u heard me?

i hate u showing that attitude to me
i hate u for venting ur frustrations on me

what can a sorry do at the end
wad can that do?

it serve no purpose at all
because im already hurt
and seriously
am i that unimportant.

i dont know

didnt u say u wanted to go travelling with me
didnt u say that i m important to u?
y none of u actions tells me that

its fine if u doesnt want to go.
i dont mind
at least tell me. give me an answer
dont always tell me that"i wanna go, its jus that u dont have time"

i had enough of frustrations by my family matters
my grandma
and whatever!
quit doing this to me.

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Saturday, April 05, 2008