YAP TANG WEEEEE

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

ZzzzzZzzzz

another day in ward.
830-12
spent on doing parameters and changes.
not bad. i've learnt to prepare consent today. LOL i know its simple lar. but at least i noe wads OT chit horrr. LOL

and the other half of the morning was spent with sister sherrie with NGT and glucometer assessment
Zzzzz
countless of questions was posted to me which made me went almost half dumbfounded. ZzZ

after 12. weeeeheeeeeeeee
fun time
went lunch with pehh and ah deng, fun and loads of fun. saw that jane's craze at food junction.
after lunch was resus drill.
like the sister kept looking at me to do demo can. lol!

anyway the demo was god damn funny. all thanks to jane pehh and germain sze!
hahahahaha!
not forgetting catherine and melissa xu
all the TKLs. and all those flying animals. funny till siao can!

went ichiban again with toh hsien yew.
super looove ichiban. LOL. pang is getting sick of it . :

i looove them so.
ah deng has resigned. =S
if u r really unhappy at clinic, go ahead. =)

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

so sickening to kope pictures from pehh blog. so small. sickening. LOL

anyway,like finally that i could post this up
i've another 3holes to my ears
2 on the top and 1 at my tragus
adding up to 6ear holes on my right and 3 ear holes on e left!

did it like illegally which sent toh hsien yew to a rage when he saw that ear piercing.LOL
anyway.....
saturday was a stayover day for tang and jes at my house.
i looove them girls talk sessions =)
love them.

sunday went out with toh hsien yew to raffles city for dinner annnnd
went over to metro to buy the estee lauder essence for my mum
i so wu liao. i shld have bought it during card memeber sales.
LOL

i gave my mum $330 and spent $170 already can!

delifrance~

imitating someone

imitating another one

LOOVE



today.
super duper busy. towards the end
was working with janice with countless amount of gossiping
and reminders of "im a staff nurse" is always there.

immm sooo tired. legs are breaking. LOL
rest time.
tomorrow has resus drill. YAY can play with pehh and ppl. =D
im gonna miss sessions with peh and ppl.

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Monday, April 28, 2008

where should i start?

oh yes, nus interview...ask me,how did it went?
all i can say is that. its so coincidental that my interviewer is mdm quek that director of nursing from TTSH.
and the first thing that she asked me was where are u working. and i replied, TTSH

ya. and she was going on and on telling me not to waste 3 year on a nursing degree which is about the same as our nursing diploma as clinical attachments are required. whereas there are other private degrees which only requires 1 year or less and doesnt require clinical attachment

and.
she said. lets not deprive those JCs ppl of a chance to le nurse ok? and i knew that my applications is thrown into the bin.
wad could i say?
hahaz. its isnt very saddening to me because i've already decided not to go to nus already. due to some issues such as financial issue and i wanted to gain more experience in my area of practise.

so. thats really fine with me.
just the the reception personnel is so damn irritating can!
ok.. the day before the interview, someone called me and confirm my attendance and told me to reach at 11.30. so i left TTSH at 10.30am at the interview day, and only to receive a call from NUS at 10.40am saying that my interview is at 10.50am.
i was like. totally stunned OK.
i clarified things out and that damn reception kept calling me every 10Min's to check where was i
and know wad. when i was on the bus to nus. she called and told me "one interviewer is leaving would u mind coming after lunch"
this time, i was damn pissed with that personnel and their miscommunication.
i said" i was told that the interview was at 11.30am and i wasn't late. its ur part that was having some miscommunication and it isn't my fault. and i took time off from work to come to the interview and how do u expect me to come back AFTER LUNCH and delay another few hours time."

and finally she manged to talk to the interviewer and they waited for me.
and know what next? i followed carmen's instruction and alighted the bus when i sees a overhead bridge...
and i ended up in NUS high sch, DUH. and i cabbed down after walking a super long distance to and from the school.
and i finally reached. and realised my application is being unofficially "rejected"

thats my episode of NUS interview. LOL

big thank u to goh carmen who guided me the way, and recieved me countless of calls. HAHA. and ong lidan who called me upon recieving my sms when she's going to have lunch and probably she's hungry like siao! LOL

anyway.
went to work today for such a short period of time (frm 7am-11am)
nothing much. most of time spent with sister.
went to jane electron heats. their performance was marvellous lar. just the perhaps some technical prob and some misjudgement from the judge which let a duno zhap bu lang team win~ KAO.

well, wad ever it is, finished with it and went over to MOS burger to have our near to 2 hr dinner.

and i went cwp with ah deng to buy my derm definition which cost me $153

realised my blog's soo wordy lately-due to busy schedules. and no pictures taken LOL.
no lar. wait for jane to upload pics and i will post some kkies, LOL. dun miss me tooooo much.

i need a beter camera and i duno which one to buy.
LOL.
i wan a very good one. many many megapixel and a vvv nice and stylish one which is not bulky LOL!


im a staff nurse for 2 weeks already. =D

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

2days of ward days past. well im still well and intact. lols
its rather busy and more of i-duno-wad-i-can-do.
coz someone told me to be ASSESSED for NGT feeding first. omg. horror can!
dont tell me that i've to go through all those torturing process of nursing student
seriously. it doesnt feel good at all. to be having second thoughts if u could do even the hypocount. -.-

went to agency with hoyin yesterday
the lady is naggy to the max and i was on the verge of falling asleep
ZzZzz
i slept as 8pm yesterday due to extreme fatigue and irritation by my grandma

spent $240 at toapayoh clinic buying my facial products
and $125 at agency.
wah lao.

and.
today. had a change of lesson plans due to NUS interview for tml
joined carmen and jes group
and we were eating that damn hard tidbits in lecture today

was the first time i was even listening to wad the presenter was saying
well. theres nothing to listen because i wouldnt even remeber all those terms and wad ever side effects of oral anti-diabetic agents would cause.

am going to have mcdonals breakfast with those ppl
no flying and walking animals please!
Jane, melissa, cat, celine and probably tang
=)

oh yes! another issue to be happy about is that tml is PAY DAY
im so going to buy things

my wishlist that may be extended to many many months later
-my coach sneakers
-gucci/LV bag (a big 1)
-LV coin pouch
-coach clutch (someone said that he wanted to buy for me duno how many years back)
-SK2 derm definition and mask
-mac and body shop brusheSS
-chanel liquid foundation
-dior and loreal mascara
-issey perfume

**
will be bought soon
will wait till i print $$ LOL

till then.
will i have alot of $$

NUS interview tomorrow
what will the outcome be
im really in a dilemma of the future route that i should take
definitely-work is a must for at least a yr

wish me luck then!

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Friday, April 25, 2008

finally plucked up my courage to tell layhoon abt nus
LOL

scary can!
and. im haveing second thoughts about going to nus
to spend 3 years or 4 years on a bachelor
y not just spend a year on it instead??

it saves on my expenses and also my time
which i can jolly well use that 3 years time to learn up more nursing skills and built up on my experience!

wel.. lets see how that interview goes.
haha!

trachy talk today
stress and bored.

oh ya mj session yesterday was...........
i had i-duno-how-many rounds of not wining at all
and the cards are like shit

but i manged to salvage the situation from losing near 200 to lose 50.

LOL.

im going to bed soon. coz im tired.
ward tml. its gonna be very blur and lost

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

saturday is a working day.
whaat the hellll is that?

hahaz.
chest tube programme today

pehhh is sick and unable to talk
so we had a lip readin and whispering day
and she talking during assessment makes me go lol-ing
omg. CAN U PLEASE RECOVER
in case u spread to me. LOL

had anderson ice cream after work with tang and mell

im currently waiting for ong lidan
to do wad we love most.
wawaing
and talk on msn.
LOL

i've decided on something
that is.
to go on a diet
hahahaha

no more lecture-time snacks (oh god. painful sacrifice)
no more icecreams
no more good food with toh hsien yew.

more exercising and gym-ing
more half-shares

why diet?
no apparent reasons
girls fettish. and im fat.
LOL.

1st pay day is approaching
but it never seems enough, no matter how i places the figure
facial products is running out. and needed stocking up
the troublesome issue is that. i have no time to go to the clinic to queue up.
im practically a busy 8-5 working woman FOR NOW kkies.
LOL.

i wanna buy more tops.
my derm definition
a lil brand concious pamper for myself

thats all for now kkies.
im financially strained.
wad am i going to do if im going to nus.
LOL. go sell tissue?
wad ever. -.-
leave the problem after im officially accepted
its roo early to speculate
lol

yawns.

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

LAlalala.

ZzZzzz

i slept at 930 yesterday night.
and was woke by by toh hsien yew uncle's call at 1030
omg.

i think im damn unlucky can. im always went right into the train that will be delayed.
it happened today morning again. reached mrt at 6 and only depart at 615
like.... the!

ward induction today
KAO
damn blurr can?
basically im blurr because i dont know what i should do
SN job or AN job.
even before taking report. i didnt know which file to look through
and i was practically following SN low backside can.

hate this kind of feeling
i planned to do AN work. but there's already 5-6 AN on today
and i didnt take the complete report for SN work. as i was day dreaming during report taking. LOL. 3 cheers for that.

well. da zha also occupied my time.
did 2 dressings.
saw a change of chest tube bottle.
and some other random things.
tsk.

shall have a goal for myself next induction.

oh ya!
i was praised by sister lim. and pehhh's mother. hahahahaha. but too shy to say it. *.*
it made me happy can. it doesnt bother me even if u call me a vain pot. LOL

just finished a mask.
and. its time to kpo others blog.
LOL.

another 8-5.30 day tml. eeeeeeek

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Friday, April 18, 2008

omg.
NUS sent me letter to go for interview next fri
but im working le. somemroe its orientation
im damn stress can!? @!$!@#$

anyway.
the letter is damn wierd
mine only got 1 page
car got 2.
unfair. they dun like me
LOL

anyway can anyone tell me wad is degree with honours?
car told me my gpa can apply for tt.
like.. the??

what should i be doing in this point in time
im like. halfway into my employment
where im quite happy with
coz im in a 12hr shift ward and working 4days per week
and 3days off

and on the other hand.
i've got what i wan
an interview for nursing degree

what shld i do?
its such a torture.

wadever
anyway today aint a good day

started with controlled drug lecture
with sent tang, car and me off to slp
but we woke up in time
onli that kui still slping

sooo. she was somehow spotted by sister
LOL. sister malu-ed her by asking her to see sister
and told her off for slping

well.
lecture lecture

and phototaking
we rushed like hell to run up to the room for photography
only to be queue-cut by lidan's good friend and some other people
who dun know what manners is.

and that fcuking photographer

who scolds ppl
and went to the corridor where we were standing. and he proudly off the corridor lights. leaving a beam of pathetic lamp.

who's so anal about fringe
and scolded tang for moving her body and not her head
and duno wad lar.
KAO
totally spoilt our day

another fellow from the password place
asked us "are u asking me in a nice way or not?"
sarcastic can?

ppl nowdays.
no manners at all. TSK

they are all fei qin zhou shou.
flying animals.
lol.

im in a dilemma now
save me plsss.

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

ugly peeeeeeeektures.

this was yesterday

lvl 10 ppl

HAHAHAA! ugly peek of tang yesterday

AND HER UGLY PIC TODAY!!!!!!!!!


hahaa. made a hole for car's head

they wanna try too

not forgetting them .

originate from fishmonger tang kui

we are better coz our name tag can be pulled!
we are proud of it can!


today was boring to max

with some blood transfusion info
some pain management thingy
lunch at staff corner

after lunch was torturous
with one of the guy speaker who catches ppl sleeping
soo, i read magazine supplied by pehh. in english. not tamil..

and another speaker frm singapore nurses association
who slangs.
yea. british slang. which is wad im good at aint it
LOL
she asked us wads florence nightingale also known as.....
so i replied..."lady with the lamp" in slang.
which sent the rest of the LOL-ing.

well.
after work went to ubi
wah lau that ulu and kuku place
its damn far can
even though we took a bus from toa payoh.
its like-raining cats and dogs lor
so we took a cab from the bus stop to the driving sch

HAHA
and registered
and we took a cab to eunos mrt
like. the~ the rain's so heavy

took the 966 bus frm eunos which took forever to reach.
yawnzzz.

ong liPAN
how dare u abandon me.
LOL
tsk. quit slping in lectures will you
who was the one who asked me not to slp.
but ended up sleeping herself.
LOL.

im tired.
no programmes tomorrow
and not planning to have any
im off home to sleeeeeeeeep. =D

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

zhang zhong zu here.

LOL.

lecture-day again
never ending.
oh well.
its time for fun anyway
hahaz

some WHeFRA talk. with the super high sister
some jokes about pronunciations.
and some jokes about... DISCO

nutritional talks..

lunch. oh lunch was darn funny
but.
some ppl are simply rude and crude.
they take ppl chair knowing that its occupied
and another one=best! refuses to let go a chair when melissa took it
OMG
they can be more uncivilised de lorr.
-.-

anyway.
while having lunch
sudd have some crazy ideas of naming all of us

tang= kui D/O deepavali (coz the person who found her phone called her "tang kui" LOL)
jes= booneh D/O taipusam (her name is bone. u can call her boney or bonneh)
jane= pehh D/O vanacum (she's peh hui xian. LOL)
melissa= mell D/O mor gorh (mor gorh=mushroom=mushroom head)
(all these are indian prata shop clan)

and
me=zhang zhong zu (coz im bloated due to my mensus)
car=zhang xiao zu ( she's the opp of me=xiao zhong)
(we are the "nei ge zhang" clan)
LOL.

dont understand?
ask me when u meet me.
hahahaz

well well
had some dysphagia lecture
and played around with the gluey water of different consistencies
yucks.
seriously its not nice
tastes of FLOUR
i wonder how can we even convince patients to drink them

anyway oh catherine joined my clan
her name is zhang jian zu (coz she's always on diet)
HAHA

some laming photo sessions=ugly pictures again. LOL
awaiting the pehhh D/O vanacum to upload
so slow. need to "fly" the photos over frm india

LOL.
well. when work was over
the 3 kind souls acc me to novena sq while waiting for my mum

went to cotton on
bought 2 spag top
as psycho-ed by kui,bonneh and xiao zu
spent $$ again
IM SUPPOSED TO BE ON TIGHT BUDGET
sickening

aiya~
YOU DUNO WAN LAR!
hahahaz

am loving laming and joking sessions
how nice. if time stops here
and not letting us to face the cruel reality
OF BEING A SN
tsk.

oh ya.
im going to buy SK-11 when i get my pay
and a LV coin pouch
gucci bag shall wait
when i've got more months of pay!
LOL.

carmen xian my camera lousy
TSK
oh ya. better drink more water u sickly. hahahaha!

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

orientation is boring

friday 11/4/08 was spent in theatrette
ZZZz yawns
well. before lunch, it was ok.
jus some gossips about some ppl
and "yesterday" song
and "bu yao ma fan le"
LOL

after lunch was boring ++++
saw jes tang and jane falling asleep
sooo they started their bingo game
lols.
im dilligently listening ok!

and our cam-whoring


look at that double chin of hers
LOL

we are gu dai ren. mus cover face de

dont provoke us or we will juuimmm u!

lastly..... da tou zhao



LOL enough of ugly pictures

we had photo taking as a group
with the "ho"=good and ugly hands. lol.

and jane, jes, tang and melissa as the indian prata shop person
and im that "nei ge zhang"
LOL.

so funny can?!?!??!

after work was meeting up with ong lidan and hoyin
tog with wu jia man

we went to have our koreaaa food
and we witness ong lidan signature
LOL. so funny can!!!!

had donuts upon requested by lidan
crapped abit
and went home.
donuts not nice.

ONG LIDAN IS AN ART STUDENT!
scenery=draw frog
fear=draw frog

LOL

im waiting for their schedules for another meet up to go to. erm agency
lols

my grandma is driving me crazy
LOL.

went out for dinner with toh hsien yew today
went to the japanese restaurant at taka
HE order so many lar!
until canot finish
lols

bought a flats at trendy zone
usable for work. non-blink. LOL.

yawn. wawa time

im now watching bull fighting!

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

another boring day

sian
went to CDC today for manual handling lectures
like the~ the lecture is so boring
with 20 over video clips
and some looong loong powerpoint slides
which sent yap tang wee, jane and melissa nodding their heads
i managed to keep my eyes open kkies!

and
later had some practise session
i felt sleepy even while standing can!
and THEY ate 10mins of our break time
TSK. SIAN!~

had assessment after lunch
like so lame lor.
hahaha
was waiting the whole time
that yap tang wee keeps covering my face with slide sheet. TSK.
and horrr.....
hahahaaz.
the CI actually forgot that i haven been assessed on 1 of the segment and signed for me.
LOL!

another saddening issue is that:
my dear oh catherine
tsk tsk tsk.
i canot imagine that someone who promised to help her and gave her so much hope is actually telling her to give it up
she's saying things that are inconsistent with wad she said earlier on.

like what the hell
its not cat's fault can!
she has never said that she die die also wanna be in 10A
she just hope to appeal for another hope.

wads so difficult since 10A needs staff as well.
y are they closing case as yet
isnt it easier for some1 who know the ward well to be back?
instead of having 2 person to orientate themself in new environment again?
isnt there room for negotiations at all?
why are they so anal?

TSK. we are just small frys
who has no say
and we have to believe whatever those upper management tells us.
no matter whether its made up or not.

xiao ren wu de xin shen.
LOLs

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Friday, April 11, 2008

another day past.

went to nursing lab for some wound lectures
from 830-1200
KAO.
im seriously trying DAMN hard to stay awake
but my eyes always fails me
i looked around
seems like im the only one around thats dozing off.
lol

but after sometime.
i found the CI sleeping behind as well!!
LOL.

at least...im not alone.
lol
that yap tang wee also falling asleep
lol!

went for lunch at delifrance with tang
had my seafood delight with croissant

after lunch. went back to ward
the laerdal assessment postpone again
to 17th
sian.
hope to get it done asap.

well.
checked e-trolly.
practise function test
do some work in the ward
and went home

waited for toh hsien yew who said wanted to meet 6 at sembawang
who reached 650 at cwp instead. lol

im going to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep soon!

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

2nd day of work

sian-ness is everywhere
went to the ward at 8

had a walk around level 10
and some admin lectures again

later on.
laerdal video
when the SN went for lunch
i practically dozed off
and woke up in shock when celine pushed me
LOL.

had some hospital tour
with that 4kg at least bag of mine.

and again.
went to some talks about end of life.
OMG.
i was trying ultra hard to stay awake
but i think not long after 1 min, i dozed off again
the cycle of waking, dozing and pinching myself continues
and jane was doing the same thing as well.
hahahaha.

after talk ends at 4.15=work ends
waited for teng siew furn at her clinic

and went ichiban with toh hsien yew
i doze off almost immediately when i sat on my sofa

weary can.
Zzzz. finished studying my laerdal manual resuscitator.
wanted to pre-read the wound assessment for lecture tml.
but it was no where to be found in the lecture notes
god knows im tired and decided to let me have a rest.
LOL..

im looking forward to fri.
to meeting chu hoyin and ong li dan
and that carmen gold.
lol.
and we can laugh until stomach ache again
lols!

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Wednesday, April 09, 2008

work commences today

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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

thanks to all for ur concerns.

esp ong li dan. who promised me to bring me to Thailand
will it be empty promise again? lols.
my supp card also le.

and also YAP TANG WEE, TENG SIEW FURN
and WU JIA MAN and CHU HO YIN
and andy
and others who showed ur concern

a big thanks!

ong li dan called me last night
and followed by carmen and hoyin
i chatted with that woman till 3am
and my my phone batt was low
lols

my grandma freaking-ly woke me up at 5am
and i couldnt sleep since then
till now. 2330
my uncles have decided to sent my grandma to old folks home.
coz she's way too demented to be taken care of by us
coz we are all working.

omg. was mj-ing with my uncles
my mother freaking-ly won 13 wonders can
im was that amazed

lol.
won $40plus

AND.
im starting work tomorrow
IM FREAKING-LY A STAFF NURSE
omg.

no more. "hang on let me check with my SN"
because im the SN
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek

this fear of the unknown is so horrible
everything is so freaking.

nevertheless
im looking forward to work
to see 10A staff
to be able to practise nursing again
=)
and hopefully aunty qin can be in 10A
den i wouldnt be so bored!

=)
gotta go
to sleep early
coz i've onli slept for 3 hrs. maybe less than tt.

good luck to me. a nurse. lols!

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Monday, April 07, 2008

it was just a comment and u've got upset over it

aint it true that
i said i wanted to go to thailand and that u didnt bother
and now u blame me for my tight schedule
but i've already told you since the start of my holidays.
which is frm 1st feb

first u said wait till new year is over
and later you said that u're having exams
fine
i've accepted it

before i went taiwan i asked u again
u said u wanted to work for IT show
fine

after i came back
i asked u again
and u said that i've just came back. so wait first
fine

and weeks after im back. u said u wanted to go
i said lets go and check the packages
but u've nv got around doing it

since i've weeks before i start work, i foolishly thought that we could make a trip there
but u've nv bothered
at least from what i've seen
it was never on your mind

now. jus a request from someone else
u went to checked out the prices and everything
and told me u wanted to go

jus a comment from me
saying that you are going with others and when i asked u to go with me umpteen times u didnt bothered

u got angry.
seriously, i dont know what were u angry at
upon me prompting
and ur only repeated reply was "since u dont wan me to go and i shall not go"

in the first place
i didnt say that i didnt want u to go
i was just asking why is that others asked u and u were so anxious to check it out
but upon my request, nothing was done

i was frustrated at u for ignoring me
it isnt my fault AINT it?

i teared
and u chided me for that

i can never get anything across that arrogant side of u
i hate that. u heard me?

i hate u showing that attitude to me
i hate u for venting ur frustrations on me

what can a sorry do at the end
wad can that do?

it serve no purpose at all
because im already hurt
and seriously
am i that unimportant.

i dont know

didnt u say u wanted to go travelling with me
didnt u say that i m important to u?
y none of u actions tells me that

its fine if u doesnt want to go.
i dont mind
at least tell me. give me an answer
dont always tell me that"i wanna go, its jus that u dont have time"

i had enough of frustrations by my family matters
my grandma
and whatever!
quit doing this to me.

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Saturday, April 05, 2008

east coast today

met hoyin car and lidan at tamp first
and went to lidan's house

omg. her house got dogs can
as according to her instructions,
must stand there, let dogss smell smell and call their name

lols.
the dog so funny one
when lidan was bathing
and the dog came in
it looked around (seems to be looking for lidan)
and walked away
lols!

she installed my drug guide

and we headed to east coast
quite fun
eating and eating
chatting and gossiping

our pot luck bbq
so nice and un-budget can
lols!

us pitching the tent
lols

we are playing javelin. lols

after eating.... went into tent and play cards

the funniest thing is that..
we wanted to turn the tent towards the direction of the light
but we were all in the tent
so we decided to turn the tent while we all say "1,2,3 turn"
after 3 attempts, finally we've got the position right
lols
damn hilarious can

andy's retard face



started playing indian poker
andy's the big loser

punishment....LOL



i wonder when's the next gathering together
but, truly enjoyed myself.

thanks to yeye mum who sent us to bedok mrt from that ulu pit.
love u all. =D

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Saturday, April 05, 2008

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Thursday, April 03, 2008